wah lao...

WAH LAO! MY SKIN IS PEELING! AND I'M BALDING! SO MUCH HAIR ON MY WORK DESK! sian... and i'm lovesick.

next week is the last week of the month, meaning, pay cheque is coming! meaning, GOT MONEY AGAIN! also pretty happy that my project structure is ending soon, now what's left are some minor bugs and gets onto my nerves alot. it's the kind of thing you needa edit alittle but the thing is that it takes up alot of time for you to figure out wat to do to it. this sucks man. life is getting better too, even though i'm blacklisted in the hr dept for taking too many research days and they kinda dun like me. this hr lady even diao me man, paul told me. but other thn that, big paul said that i'm pretty good at my work, which is good, i hope. and also hope that's not a lie. maybe i'm just too skeptical huh. or rather adults lie much more thn children? i dunno. keeps me thinking.

kinda got used to waking up super early also kinda sick of it. it's like wat paul depicts as 'no life'. whn you're an executive over there, it's worst. 7.30am report to work, 5pm end work, and most prob you gotta OT, so it's around 6pm you leave. Out of house, no sun. Back home, no sun. become white man sia. mistaken for a caucasian.

i'm way too introverted.. -_-" am i?

i'm not too sure though. i honestly answered all the questions and i'm 95% introverted. i'm a dreamer. OMG! I'M PAUL! paul's a dreamer by nick. i'm a dreamer by identity. only 2 percent of the ppl out there has my personality. how cool is that? i'm damn unique sia. haha.

sian

working is kinda sian. so sian until i dun wanna blog it up. my neck is in a bad shape, so is my right wrist. so sian. very down these days even though work is quite ok. sian.

3rd week over!

shit... i was quite sad after going back to davis to see my baby and realised that it's not an AST-72 and it's a strat with a matching headstock. sigh... so sad. g77 is selling an AST-80, it's so darn nice sia, but so darn expensive, it's like 1488 bucks, like 3/4 more thn the davis jap strats. however, another jap strat caught my attention. it's just a jap strat, WITH A GLOSS MAPLE NECK! so sexy... i like... it's still 850, so i hope no one's bagging it away before i've got the moolah.

i feel so obligated to blog today. haha. 3rd week is over and 19 more weeks to go. it's pretty fun working there even though the rate i'm socialising is really kana sai. very sad though. very routine, meet paul in the morn, 7am for bus 91, 7.15am for breakfast with my beloved curry bun (which they didnt restock and i went without it for 2 mornings, sad!), work at 7.30am till 9, tea-break. after tea, it depends, i can stay in company or go to school or even home for my self-study/research.

God blessed bus 91 DOUBLE DECK AIR CON on friday and thursday! so cool... usually, 91 is single and non aircon, and needa squeeze with alot of operators and staff of p+f, confirm is most of them p+f, you tell me which company starts at 7.30am?

hahaha...

count your blessings....

one think i've learnt this sem.... count your blessings. if you get a B, and thought that you can get A, just look up in the skies and thank God you got a B instead of a C. at least you passed, rite? haha...

Thank God for my results, amen...

woot... research...

i'm taking a break from php and sql now. so much to study. but good that i do not need to be stuck in office. woot.

clubhouse is much neater now, all thanks to the clean up crew, they did a nice job. wat is left for instruments to be cleaned is the drumset. it's dirty. yunyun, if you're reading this, i volunteer to clean it. but if not, i dun care about it. over and out. haha.

camp is over...

went for this year's scc camp. pretty ok i guess. haha. met and get to know some freshies better and hope they dun get a bad impression on me. haha.

anyway, just to let some ppl know, when it comes to helping out to improve you guys and gurls techniques in music, with my puny knowledge, i tend to be pretty serious, so hope you ppl understand. i tend to loosen up when i'm doing fun stuff and trying to be stupid at times, but whn it comes to learning, i'm pretty much stricter. anyway, it's just reflexes, art of God within my soul and attitude.

i come to realise i'm pretty out of reach with love. my lyrics are sustaining on my lost, rather thn being within bliss. i pretty much trashed alot of my lyrics coz it makes no sense. i'm sad. as you can see.

ps. i'm the colgate master... haha... 3 unlucky ones got darlie on their faces! muahaha....