thanks for spoiling my mood...

this is why i hate working at NUH...

some random old lady just walked into the pharmacy. commented on my dress code just 30 minutes into work...

random old lady: do you know you can't wear jeans to work? no one told you about it? is this your first day here?
me: no, fourth...

i was quite sad liao, coz my mom told me i can wear jeans, but now cannot... the worst is yet to come...

i saw some random medication on the bottom table which is pretty much in a mess, and it's kinda like scattered all over. so i went to sort them out and try to clear the place, and tahdah! the same old lady... this time, she screeched...

some random old lady: OEI! NI BU YAO DONG WUO DE DONG XI! (translation: OEI! DON'T YOU TOUCH MY THINGS!)

eh, it doesn't have a name on it and i'm new...

i was quite sad and she kinda spoil the mood, that's why i hate working at nuh. most of the old ladies won't fail to pull people down and living in their own world, increasing the layers under their skin. i don't mind being warned for making mistakes or being scolded cause it's my fault, and i do get some stern scoldings, but this?! this is atrocious...

i was thinking of quiting in the morning but the adrenalin to keep moving kept me on my toes...

parmacy assistant...

it's the end of my 2nd work day and i've got to tell ya, it's not simple. getting paid 7 bucks an hour to handle the drugs of patients, memorizing tons of medicine shelfs and getting screwed by senior technicians, it's indeed underpaid.

well, honestly, i didn't really learn much about medicine, maybe the way they count it and the procedure to process the prescription, other than that, nothing much. i still ignore a ringing phone, only do short queue and long queue prescriptions limit to 5 different medication. i still cant order ran out medicine from the other retail pharmacy in kent ridge wing and i still cant work out the ipharm, the program that governs the whole stock and patient's details database. well, if they ask me to create a database and gave me 3 months to do it for 5k, i wouldn't mind! 1 month to learn access or sql and another month to work on the project. that's a good deal right.

well, work over there is pretty busy, but the people are very willing to help me, for now that is. i guess my first impression on people is that they dislike me, i think. arh... i'm in the wrong environment, i should be in something engineering, doing some projects to improve their manufacturing operations or whip out a test system for them to test their new product. arh...

my feet are in pain, i need rest.

my dream guitar...

well, i guess it probably will worth more thn 10k, considering that it's going to be ESP custom from japan. it will kick ass...
i'm just dreaming... dreaming again...

obligations...

truth does hurt alot, and most of the time, it's pretty tough to stick to the rules when you have the real goods tying you down. it's quite disheartening after reflecting that you kinda force someone into something. it's like farming for a foie gra, you always have 2 groups, the francophiles who goes all out for the french cuisine and the animal rights activists, claiming that force feeding by sticking a feeding tube down the esophagus of a goose/duck for it's fatty liver is cruel. however, you'll in the middle, telling you that you love foie gra and force feeding a duck is cruel.

well, i did put a stop to this, as usual, i'm at the disadvantaged end. it's kind of sad. ok, i'm pitying myself, so girly.

i'm starting work next week, and it's good friday already.

Thank you Lord for your blood that saved us from eternal death. Amen

sleepy...

so sleepy. can't get it out of my mind.

i'm lost. i really don't know what to blog? haha. suggestions please. suggestions.

i'll go slp.

SAT...

決めたんだ。。。

i've decided to go for it. SAT Reasoning Test, here i come. darren kinda convinced me. haha. after taking just a short glimpse on sy's GMAT, i was thinking, "to go for MBA takes a pain in the butt eh..."

well, amidst the difficulty, irritation from the english and numbers in the multiple choice questions, and eyesight, GMAT is pretty interesting. however, it's not within my reach yet, of course.

so... step by step. i'm guessing my enlistment date is in june, so i'm left with quite an amount of time. i hate working and liked personal time and studying. how about taking SAT? after darren called me on sunday.

SO! i'm going into study mode again!

ヨシャ！！！　ぜたい勝つ！！！

getting older...

argh... my back is aching and i felt like cracking it. i'm still tired and my head is still not thinking straight, it sucks.

i haven't been composing nowadays, sudden lost and bound to sudden boredom. topics that relate to love and/or life seems to be a cliche and kinda don't appeal to me anymore. theme based, story based and one more that i forgot. how to write a set of good lyrics? it's still an adventure.

writing arrangements now are tougher than usual nowadays. purpose of the arrangement, choice of notes and dynamics. these three are frequently forgotten.

yawn... i'm getting alittle older day by day...

my boss my hero...

just finished a drama series. my boss my hero. it's a pretty good drama, or maybe it's just the girls. or rather, girl.

aragaki yui, another yui in my mind. why are japanese idols so much appealing compared to the local ones? well, fiona xie and felicia chin are pretty, but they don't move people. sigh...

i should stop watching love dramas again.