today was quite bad for me. i dunno how to explain man, it's just plainly bad. i felt that i'm neither here nor there, only get along with binny, the band and some closer buddies in scc grp. other thn that, they feel kindof distant to me. like wat sean said, "we are only here for the room and nothing else." well, this will be my last time attending a scc meeting. the most i'll attend is the monthy performance, when i'm needed, and the band jamming sessions.
i was thinking, "so wat is the committee for?" the problems are already identified but there's no changes. well, i guess it's also good coz i get to learn the mistakes that is done. as a proud being myself, i cannot afford to stumble on huge mistakes and not noticing. if i'm going to take up a position of some kind soon in avionics club, i've got to know wat to step on and not. if i don't, criticisms will fly. i felt kind of shit everytime i step into the club house.
and another thing is the church. i think it is for me to reduse. i'm feeling alittle out of place now, with the compulsory stuff to do. i felt kind of stretched and i wondered if adam can make a choice, so can i make one?
bah...
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
bass problems
woot. i tried doing some simple bass solo, the slow and funky kind, and manged to put some groovy thingy in it. kind if glad man.
been listening to aeroplane by rhcp. lol. freaking childish way of singing, but kind of fun. however, the music, wahlao... power, i haven't even get to play it nicely yet.
unfortunately, i my bass went from bad to worst. i think i either some action problem from my bridge or wrong string gauge. super irritated. at first, i can't play the 19th fret, not i cant play the 12th fret even though the neck don't seem to warp as much as the "19th fret problem" from my point of view.
NEED A SOLUTION FAST!
been listening to aeroplane by rhcp. lol. freaking childish way of singing, but kind of fun. however, the music, wahlao... power, i haven't even get to play it nicely yet.
unfortunately, i my bass went from bad to worst. i think i either some action problem from my bridge or wrong string gauge. super irritated. at first, i can't play the 19th fret, not i cant play the 12th fret even though the neck don't seem to warp as much as the "19th fret problem" from my point of view.
NEED A SOLUTION FAST!
Sunday, January 28, 2007
frisbee...
after like 1 month or more, here i am, ACSI playing frisbee. my ankle is not completely healed yet, but who cares, i'm game. well, the team was quite balanced but i've lost my form.
amaris can throw better thn me you know?! earnest say one. well, i do agree, my throws suck. neither straight nor leveled. quite a disappointment. i need more practice!
and for the "up to 7" game, we lost. lol. sian. but quite funny seeing ppl running around. i'm pretty lazy, walking and staying at the back of the offensive pack and either being ignored by the opposition or got chased for no reason.
opposition got the first 2 points, so the score was 0-2. then went up to 0-3.
after 0-3, hon and cliff got a plan. well, quite a cheap one i can say, cliff take the right end zone and hon take the left, i'll retrieve the disk from the pool and just send it. well it worked for 2 rounds, so the score was 2-3.
the game went on with all the good throws and i was quite in tuned to it, but still not as good as amaris's throws, dun even need to talk about earnest's.
score went up to 6-6 and both sides are desperate, full team man-on. woohoo. hon got the disk and threw it. the disk found it's way through the crowd and i ran towards it. i dived. BUT! sian... i got the disk when it just barely scrapped the grass. not enough power man. lol. worst, i twisted my ankle. sian...
the game went on and opposition won. good game man.
amaris can throw better thn me you know?! earnest say one. well, i do agree, my throws suck. neither straight nor leveled. quite a disappointment. i need more practice!
and for the "up to 7" game, we lost. lol. sian. but quite funny seeing ppl running around. i'm pretty lazy, walking and staying at the back of the offensive pack and either being ignored by the opposition or got chased for no reason.
opposition got the first 2 points, so the score was 0-2. then went up to 0-3.
after 0-3, hon and cliff got a plan. well, quite a cheap one i can say, cliff take the right end zone and hon take the left, i'll retrieve the disk from the pool and just send it. well it worked for 2 rounds, so the score was 2-3.
the game went on with all the good throws and i was quite in tuned to it, but still not as good as amaris's throws, dun even need to talk about earnest's.
score went up to 6-6 and both sides are desperate, full team man-on. woohoo. hon got the disk and threw it. the disk found it's way through the crowd and i ran towards it. i dived. BUT! sian... i got the disk when it just barely scrapped the grass. not enough power man. lol. worst, i twisted my ankle. sian...
the game went on and opposition won. good game man.
new life, i hope...
hello everyone. i hope there's somebody here. haha.
i've changed to this blog, reason being, i got pwned by the login in blogger. i went like "wah lao, how can i login sia, keep login in to the wrong user and wat is my actually user for my yuanjie25?"
so here i am, new blog, new life.
i'm still quite attracted to my previous template so i'm still using it now, only the change of colour nia.
so whassup in my life?
1. more work
2. less girls
3. BAND!
4. more practises
5. i think i'm trying to woo some girl, i'll see whether it works out
6. more sleep
7. solitude
8. bibling and always stuck at certain paragraph to think.
9. reflections
10. more hatred (which is quite bad, i think it's pride coz i personally dun like proud people especially when they dun realise it. but this is bad! Jesus say must love your enemies as your neighbour. working on it. working on it.)
1. more work...
work has been piling up. now I&E is nearly over (good work mates!), i'm left with ftas and loads of studying. wah lao, my precious sleep...
2. less girls...
well, work is inversely proportional to girls. you get what i mean...
3. BAND!...
hurhur...
4. more practises...
with the 2 young prodigies, how can i not practice? so i'm working hard on it and wearing off my frets now.
5. i think... blah blah blah...
well, see how 1st bah. all i can say is that this current engineer in the making is quite boring.
6. more sleep...
lack of it man... seriously lack of it. where did my 8 hours go?
7.solitude...
nowadays, i'm leaving a part of my time to be alone. i like this time where i can reflect on myself and just think of how my day went and how to improve myself. i also consider this time as my work time. even though my surrounding is full of people, i'll still be in my own world. of course, there's a very bad side effect. i get irritated easily.
8. bibling... blah blah blah...
well, i'm stuck at matthew. lol. cell's finishing mark going into luke and here i am, matthew. but i love the parables. some of them is not as straightforward as it looks, like the one "the kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed". took me some time to think of it, to picture it. still, i dun really understand. need God's wisdom. woohoo...
9. reflections...
i think i'm becoming older doing this. it's like part of the midlife crisis thingy. haha. well, i'm 18 going 19 but there's a 12 year old in me.
10. more hatred...
it's a bad thing. i guess everyone has pride, even the humblest person has pride. i do admit that mine sometimes is uncontrollable. i dislike hating people but looking at my tolerance, i need to improve. either God is helping me or it's the art of the devil. well, if there's room to improve, i shall improve. Jesus can love the sinners and tax collectors. sometimes, i felt that i'm like a hypocrite or rather i have been a hypocrite myself. my actions and stuff. i need to repent. hmm..
3 more weeks and then it's playday.... cant wait to play!
i've changed to this blog, reason being, i got pwned by the login in blogger. i went like "wah lao, how can i login sia, keep login in to the wrong user and wat is my actually user for my yuanjie25?"
so here i am, new blog, new life.
i'm still quite attracted to my previous template so i'm still using it now, only the change of colour nia.
so whassup in my life?
1. more work
2. less girls
3. BAND!
4. more practises
5. i think i'm trying to woo some girl, i'll see whether it works out
6. more sleep
7. solitude
8. bibling and always stuck at certain paragraph to think.
9. reflections
10. more hatred (which is quite bad, i think it's pride coz i personally dun like proud people especially when they dun realise it. but this is bad! Jesus say must love your enemies as your neighbour. working on it. working on it.)
1. more work...
work has been piling up. now I&E is nearly over (good work mates!), i'm left with ftas and loads of studying. wah lao, my precious sleep...
2. less girls...
well, work is inversely proportional to girls. you get what i mean...
3. BAND!...
hurhur...
4. more practises...
with the 2 young prodigies, how can i not practice? so i'm working hard on it and wearing off my frets now.
5. i think... blah blah blah...
well, see how 1st bah. all i can say is that this current engineer in the making is quite boring.
6. more sleep...
lack of it man... seriously lack of it. where did my 8 hours go?
7.solitude...
nowadays, i'm leaving a part of my time to be alone. i like this time where i can reflect on myself and just think of how my day went and how to improve myself. i also consider this time as my work time. even though my surrounding is full of people, i'll still be in my own world. of course, there's a very bad side effect. i get irritated easily.
8. bibling... blah blah blah...
well, i'm stuck at matthew. lol. cell's finishing mark going into luke and here i am, matthew. but i love the parables. some of them is not as straightforward as it looks, like the one "the kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed". took me some time to think of it, to picture it. still, i dun really understand. need God's wisdom. woohoo...
9. reflections...
i think i'm becoming older doing this. it's like part of the midlife crisis thingy. haha. well, i'm 18 going 19 but there's a 12 year old in me.
10. more hatred...
it's a bad thing. i guess everyone has pride, even the humblest person has pride. i do admit that mine sometimes is uncontrollable. i dislike hating people but looking at my tolerance, i need to improve. either God is helping me or it's the art of the devil. well, if there's room to improve, i shall improve. Jesus can love the sinners and tax collectors. sometimes, i felt that i'm like a hypocrite or rather i have been a hypocrite myself. my actions and stuff. i need to repent. hmm..
3 more weeks and then it's playday.... cant wait to play!
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