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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

reality, i've got work to do...

i really do need someone to punch me in the gut and shout at me and just beat me up till i'm near dead. it's getting too wild to control.

i'm 20 this year, and she's 20. fact one for no chance of chasing her.
ask why? reality time!
after ns, i'm 22. after university, i'm 25. i'm old by then and she'll be working already and i'm lagging behind.
i'm fat, she's gorgeous. fact two for no chance of chasing her.
ask why? reality time!
where can you find a fairytale in this world? no swan wanna hold hands with a toad.
i'm boring. fact three for no chance of chasing her.
ask why? reality time!
look at my schedule. work, home, play guitar, sleep. i don't like much activity.
i don't speak chinese often to outsiders. fact four for no chance of chasing her.
ask why? reality time!
chinese kind of fit her and i'm not chinese chinese.
i'm a christian. fact five for no chance of chasing her.
ask why? reality time!
it's against my faith.
i get jealous very very very easily. (haha, you didn't know that right? haha) fact six for no chance of chasing her.
ask why? reality time!
i'll most probably hurt her because of being over protective.

sigh. God, save me. i need to move on.

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