tuesday... nearly there...

in 4 more days, i'm going to be out of iap. i still owe the school 14 weeks worth of reports that's yet to be done and i've not started on a single word yet. well, you can say this is a extreme result of procrastination. i've never, EVER, got to write 14 weeks of report, how cool is that? NOT. if i can't remember my lyrics, how can i remember what i've done. i know! i'm going to lie! hahaha.

for this pass few days, i'm pretty much obsess with one thing. well, it doesn't really bother me much but it can be a prick at times. nope, not about girls. i'm trying to regain my footing after knowing that all the chasing from the last won't bring much result and after doing so much with no response, why bother to continue where there are so many things hanging on my shoulder. i've been thinking of songs that can sell. yup, songs that can be placed in an album and people actually listens to it and buy or download it. downloading is too much of a common practise, so no point going against it cause i think the people who will be booting the anti-download party will be bigger. take odex for example, good move to go against downloading, bad move for their business. so if you want to download, "download from the rich bands and buy the indie labels" as said by rosli to kinet.

i'm listening more commercial music nowadays, well not really chinese commercial or english, but the japanese rock. hahaha. shit man, most of my songs now is influenced by gazette. i need to listen more! and play more! but my band mates are not there yet, i'm not there yet either, so need to play more! more more more!

damn jay and kinet, they must be playing games now. ARGH! i wanna play games! I WANNA SLEEP MORE! arh! *tears burst like a steam overflowing the edge of a cliff* ARGH! I WANNA SLEEP MORE! oh yeah, jay, i want the emo drummer photos, hehe, they are damn funny, so i can put it up on my blog.

some things i wanna clarify (friendly version):
:) the "i'm not going to reply you anymore but just to tell you that i'm not angry about it" face
:( the "5 second emo" face
:D the happy face
D: the "visually fubar" face
;) the "i'm sick of people using the same smilie so i use this to tell you that i'm not going to reply you anymore but just to tell you that i'm not angry about it" face
;( the pirate face
;D the retarded face
D; the hunchback of notre dame face
<: the fished up face
>: the sesame street alien face
<; the another fished up face
>; the sesame street alien and hunchback of notre dame hybrid face
:p the "i know i'm cute and i'm not going to reply you anymore because i'm cuter than you" face
p: the "got milk?" face
;p the "i'm trying to do something different" face
p; the hunchback of notre dame "got milk?" hybrid face
: the "what the fish" face
; the "fish the what" face
; the frog of notre dame face
:o the "ohhh" face
:O the tenor face
:@ the very impressive soprano face, aka, the "i just wanna show you that i'm angry, but it's a joke" face
=.= the myopic face
-.- the bunta face, aka, the "are you trying to say a joke?" face
o.o the ET face, aka, the "i'm actually blind but i still can see" face
o.0 the toothpick on one side of the eye face
0.0 the ET's mother face
*.* the eye socket face, aka, the "i'm not blind, just to let you know" face
^.^ the happy face
^^ the happy without the mouth face
^_^ the "i'm not so happy but i'm just trying to tell you that i'm happy" face
$_$ the loan shark face
+_= the mathematician face
:{) the italian mafia trying to express "i'm not going to reply you anymore but just to tell you that i'm not angry" face
:{( the italian mafia trying to express doubt face
;{) the goofy italian mafia face
;{( the italian mafia face
;{D the druck italian mafia face
D}: the "you are going to be killed by the italian mafia" face
D}; the italian mafia of notre dame face
:}) the french chef trying to express "i'm not going to reply you anymore but just to tell you that i'm not angry" face
:}( the french chef at work face
:[ the robot face


and the list goes on, but i'll stop here for now, i'll update it later in the afternoon or maybe next time if i'm busy today. have a good day!